okay now to the main point i am trying to make today

the fear of making your own movie
i'll be honest, i haven't made my own movie yet
and i've been wanting to do one for a long time
the problem is this
fear
fear that your movie will suck
fear that everything you've criticized in other people's movie, you will actually do in your own movie

and then if your movies sucks, does that give you the right to criticize other people's movies who suck?

i also have another fear
age
what happens when you get older
what I mean is this
when I was young parang all movies were good naman
but as I started to get older I started to notice that some sucked and some didn't
and now I am at an age that most movies being produced now, seem to suck
and only a handful of directors now seem to come out with good stuff

so what's my point?
I guess I just don't want my movies to suck
that's all
hehehe