I am so heavily into movies that I can not think of anything else. I am on the verge of trying to go to Columbia University, but I don't know if it makes sense to throw money after movies. I was never a filmmaker at heart, I kind of picked up on the movie making craze quite late. But I just can't seem to let go. I could've played it safe and just worked in a corporation, but I don't think I could live my life that way. Will I ever make a good movie? I highly doubt it. Will I ever produce a good movie? Probably just good enough.

But if I could live my life just the way I could, I would open up Brash as a bar, that shows movies every so often. I'd have a zinc bar, and never see the light of the day. I'd just toil away until I finally have enough money to produce a movie, and maybe publish a magazine about independent filmmaking. It would be simple but it would be fun. Doing what I like to do.