well it's been a long week and it looks like my life is going to change. i am in the process of trying to get a job. my dad seems to be recovering from his cancer. my other sister also seems to be doing fine. me and hannah love each other. and it looks like my life is coming together. or will at least go on autopilot for the next few months. at least that's the plan. i'm saying all of this coz I need the break. I'm sitting here in the hospital in front of, thankfully, a computer, where I will be sitting for the next week or so. thank god again for this computer. this will keep me sane. i'm basically doing what I do at home, but in front of a computer. If I do get a job, it will radically change my lifestyle, yet it will also give it new meaning, which I guess I crave. As you can see, I am happy right now. And I am giving a sigh of relief. So let me update you to what is happening up to this moment. Sometimes disasters come in threes. Around last july, my 36, then 35, year old sister was diagnosed with cancer. This is not an easy thing considering how young she is. And to show you how life can go for the worse some times, my dad was diagnosed with cancer last week, hence why I am in the hospital. We aren't out of the woods yet, but the operation was done this morning, and it seems like it went pretty good. :) Thanks for your prayers, any of you who did pray for me and my family. I thank you. And that's why I am feeling a sense of relief, coz it was a job well done. And now I can get on with the rest of my life. What have I learned from all this? Well, you've got to keep on truckin. That's it. That's the meaning of life. Smile and keep on truckin. Do what you want, try not to hurt others, but fundamentally enjoy yourself. Coz its pretty fun. I'd like to thank everybody who's helped me reach this point so far. It's been a blast. I love you all. Be happy for me. Thanks :) Love, Joey! Whew.